I spoke to the owner this week and although I hate to see it go.... we agreed it was best to put it up for sale. I explained my situation to him and discussed my need to face life on life's terms. I do not have a family of 7 right now and so .... the bus makes no sense. Pushing my agenda and pushing people in my life has to stop. He was very gratious and understanding. Thank you Russ. :-)
I do however leave the door and this blog open for folks that want to comment.
I am planning a trip to Central Amerca, probably Guatemala, this winter and will be down there with my kids December 23 to January 2. After they head back I am going to head south until I take a picture of my feet, concrete, and water.... water being the Panama Canal.
How I get there and with whom?..... I am very open. I wanted to do this with my lovely but have to let that go.... and hope that the trip will open up to me in a way that makes sense and has me on the path intended for me.
I hope that living life on life's terms bring you and me, our dreams... I hope if it does and we meet someday... we will smile and talk about Tortuga Pacifica.... if things come back around.... she will still be waiting.... she is as much an idea... as she is a physical bus in Renton.... that said.... the bus might still be there if it is right for all involved.
I really like the bus and feel there are many adventures to have with her... but it is not a journey I will take alone. :-)
Please comment here or contact me directly if you have suggestions, comments, or any other input you feel inspired by... my email address is collins.blair@gmail.com
Peace to you and yours.
Changing paths broken plans... roads winding softly, sharp bends - travel inward, searching outward - letting life flow making ammends.... journey onward, reflecting backward...forgiveness, love, healing, peace mends - a new yet familiar trip.... of dreams... lost and recaptured.... transforming life beckons.... decisions facing each person again....
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